Life is boring
Suddenly I find doing the daily chores too boring. For the last few days, I wake up at 7am feeling completely miserable at having got up at all. The gong of my door bell almost one after the other for newspaper, maid servant, food vendor etc. leaves me irritated. My bike ride to Guindy, the suburban train to Tambaram and the ride through the uninviting potholed roads inside MEPZ to reach office are pretty uninteresting and tiresome. The work day continues to remain dull. I return to a dark, unkempt (of course thanks to me!), lonely home after an hour long commute with nothing interesting to do late evening. Come Wednesday morning, I start looking forward to the weekend. Every weekend looks promising but ends before it starts, or so it seems.
I don’t know why I feel this way; probably because I’m staying alone, probably because of my work, probably because I have still not got used to work life after a year’s break, or probably a combination of all the three. Hopefully things change for the better sooner. My parents will be back here next week and that should lift the mood. I’ll at least have something different to look forward to everyday.
- Personal | Time: 1:24:54 PM (UTC+8)
It is boring dude. But atleast it is still tere and we are making strides of progress
Comment by Revathi — December 15, 2006 @ 7:39:35 AM
Dude,
THat’s the sad part of corporate world…! Things tend to become monotonous much faster than you imagine. The long arduous days, and commute time, takes heavy toll on one’s life.
One possible way out wud be to get involved in doing something creative, (music being your passion, pursue something there) because you will always look forward to doing something new.
Comment by Alok — December 29, 2006 @ 2:41:45 PM
Hey i wanned to share this SMS with you, as you told me that you were feeling lonely: Each day we worry about something, only to realize later that it was nothing. So live life fully, stop worrying!
Comment by mohan — January 22, 2007 @ 8:49:49 PM